Withdraw, Use and Blame

"I now realize that being angry at God was a way for me to perpetuate the pain and continue the drugs. I also had to remain angry to keep people away and from knowing who I really was. I had the mentality that the world owed me and that I was entitled to a life like everyone else even if I didn't do a damm thing to earn it. If I didn't get what I thought I deserved instead of changing I would 'withdraw, use and blame'." - P.H.