Hurt & Pain

"My drug use numbed me and sucked the soul out of me so much that even my tears ran dry. The more I hurt on the inside, the more chaos was seen on the outside. I was so weak and vulnerable that the hurt and pain gave me a focus. I created a chaotic world so I could hide behind it. Looking back I can now say that the hurt and pain I caused others was my attempt to connect and feel.". L. -Sober 8 months