"Piss in a cup and drink it everyday and you will know the mental compromises it takes to be an addict." - Sarge

This is dedicated to those who have touched the fires of life... To those who fall but stand back up. To those who get weak but find new strength. To those who break but rebuild themselves. To those who lose hope but believe again. This is for those who chance upon the recovery road. There is a life that awaits you. Your story matters. Write it...



"It's like my head is reacting to the old fear, searching for new things to be afraid of, like loneliness or abandonment or rejection. All the meanwhile, my heart is screaming in pain to stop, don't do this, people honestly care about you now! I battle myself almost constantly. On good days my heart wins, on bad days my head wins. It makes me feel exhausted." - P